|This is not my happy girl.|
I'm working on grieving and letting go. See, I had big plans for this past fall. My two beautiful children were going to be in school full time and I was going to have the days to myself. I had goals, I had plans, I had things to accomplish! Now I am working on understanding that my full time job is not just being Steve's wife and mom to Ella and Joshua, but also Ella's caretaker. This was not part of my great and grand plan for this school year, but I am learning to accept it...okay, just trying to accept it. If you know me, you know I'm a I'm a "doer" and not being able to do much besides cancer is killing my mojo!
If your interested in doing Relay for Life this August and joining the "CancerButtKickers" Team, let me know! We are walking in honor of Ella and my friend Carrie.