Tomorrow is the official day of Ella's Leukemia diagnosis, but tonight is the night we were told our baby "most likely" had Leukemia and Ella and I spent our first night in the hospital getting a blood transfusion. I feel like I am losing my memory most times. If I don't write something down, chances are I will forget it - this I think is permanently burned into my memories.
I watch her sleep all the time. She sleeps, I cry and pray. I still ask why. I still think it is not fair. I still pray that she won't relapse or get sick.
Tomorrow we are having a party to celebrate Ella's 1 year of Kickn' Cancer's Butt. I will blog again after the party.